maybe a LITTLE kooky??
OK
I can't tell if this is good or bad, but I"ve been thinking about sex lately...
which I haven't done since July
I'm trying to keep my weight down, except for tonight
I was weak.
I made a cake mix.
Ate half the batter
don't wanna throw the rest away but don't have a pan small enough to cook what's left
so I put it in the fridge for another time
that was my treat after my hearty dinner of tuna on rice crackers
with avocado and homegrown basil as my side salad thingy.
shit, my belly hurts!
Oh, and everytime I see some paper blowing, or something like that out of the corner of my eye...
I think it's a cat
posted by daisyduke @ 11:13 PM
5 Comments:
I don't have any small cake pans, but I can help you out with that other thing.
aw sista..your gonna see kittens in your dreams methinks for awhile anyways..so what if you ate half the batter..bfd..its not what you eat they say..its how much..altho...half the batter is a tad much lol..btw..i got three beautiful housetrained kittens that could use a loving home and I will not give any of them to just anyone which is why I still have them..say the word and we will send one on its way to you, you will not be disappointed..but i think your not that crazy to take one of mine long distance..get one from a local shelter..they need a home...or give money to the rescue league i posted on my site..
love ya daisy :)
you asked before what the gift was that you and kitty had for each other. perhaps each of you has already received it...
i'm stressing over bills as well, but know that is waste of time. i've been running crazy w/work and church stuff for two weeks, panting, sleepy, cranky, thinking about sex too, then read these posts.
breathe dude
slow down a sec
"enjoy the singular" (i heard that phrase this weekend during a devotional time. cool thought, huh?) take each moment as a special event, even the crap.
kitty brought you back. to life and death, which is about all we really have. crying is not kooky. and unknown acts of kindness are generally much more satisfying to perform.
be well
Kurt-
I didn't consider the crying as kooky as the kitty in a shoebox behind my desk all day...I still don't know what my gift to her was, as she was dead before she could know I'd give it.
I am really learning to accept all moments as special events...even the crap, as you said. I believe that we all have something for each other, and not coincidentally.
I love to contemplate the whole bit. sometimes in frantic hours of too much work, and lost patience, I lose sight...but those times are fewer and further in between. I enjoy the feeling of comfort I get when I make it back to the "singular".
one day I won't feel like I need the reassurance at all, it will just be there.
I love that little kitty, I guess that's all I need to know. Nothing else to figure out. Thanks for helping me think about it.
and of course~
Namaste
I love cake batter, brownie batter is the best though....
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